This. This Right Here.

-I HATE crying at dressing rooms.

-I HATE having to choose the biggest sizes of everything.

-I HATE how sometimes there aren’t even bigger sizes for me.

-I HATE not being sure that I’ll find my size in clothes.

-I HATE not even being able to go to some stores.

-I HATE being this broken hearted after shopping.

TIME TO STOP HATING AND START LOVING!

(via ahealthythought)

I found this on a fitness tumblr and instantly started to tear up. Yes, this is what I have gone thru and what I don't ever want to go thru again. I've had my heart broken enough by other people, time to stop breaking it myself!

 Its been two weeks since joining WW and I have lost 3lbs. I am pretty happy with myself. However I did have a bad night last night and indulged in a Dairy Queen treat that cost me 21 points! OMG. So I got up this morning and did yoga for 25 minutes. I felt so good about myself that I got up and did it! I was kind of hyper this morning but really am feeling the crash now :( 

Its funny because my husband and I are opposites. I can really stick to a lifestyle change when it comes to my eating habits but am terrible at sticking to an exercise plan while he is the reverse. But he has been pretty good about supporting me in my food decisions...well, except last night.